I dont need to be good person who though. I am just fully enough to live myself and don't need to be caution someone hate me. 

Today, I totally exausted about 8pm and I couldn't control my hands and I really wanna find someone to eat 볶음우동 but I failed:< So just ate piece of bread and tea finally explode appetite :P and ate double order and sweet latte! I am scared my fat:< but....TT 

One of memo in this year is stop to buying any cosmetics except cleansing, sunblock and shampoo lines. Please! 

I want to bragging

I am not used to doing in strong:< I don't know why I did mild and sensitive. Even if I am doing well, exp is done fine but why? my voice is smaller and smaller and voice stream is weak. I hate it:< Hopefully  soon, overcome traumatic attitude sooner, please. 

Spring

Just I am, like you and wanna spend time with is nice. Honestly I feel breeze emotion afte I met you and I couldn't find how I express exactly about it but, clear thing is I like it. Am I need more reason for this? :D

#1

 Finally I realized I am not a emotional person. Really surprised myself. Because until last week I thought myself I am really, absolutely very emotional person. I have many reasonable ground about this assurance. Once I popped to crying at several points even petty, even unexpected normally people can't understand, but first I am crying, and I think myself this is so petty:< And often I had hard time in sad especially like today, rainy day, sunny day in winter, spring, summer and autumn. Honestly every time if I want or not I can be. So, how I can realize myself I am not emotional and I am just theoretically person do treated all things follow up my brain. Technically people faced others with their instinct. Therefore they can make expression and at least they can feel annoying someone because reflected their thinking. As part as I couldn't be graduated my kindergarden still or I was swimming in the pool of traumatic something. Nowadays I am fully interested in myself and analysis Who I am really. Anyway this is fun and helpful:>

This is real science

I am always difficult.

Yesterday, I am surprised by myself because I didn't know before I knew many abuse expression in English and many f world :<
Anyway, still I am upset, I couldn't explains very exactly, that dirty liar still shamelessly lift head and shake that fat gurry body.
Never do caution to other people, one comforting part is not just me but severe to me, always was throwing something to front of face or was bumped disgusting body to me, or hit me in disguise.
wahh anyway I am hard to keep my calm because of endless stress few days.
Depend on family and close friend but I am not prefer to chat repeatedly to people so bad thinking just piled in my mind and that moth look like wanna kill myself.
So I just focus good happening between me.
First, very kind attractive writer took text me, she send present for my cat friend!
And, super professor in my faculty, sent me suprised cheering mail to me with sermonic story.
How about my family. Mom, always pray for me, father! super fantastic, and cool my little brother, he promise, for fun, next time hit his shoulder :D because my bro is so big and muscle :O
Finally behind me, I don't know but many people helped me everyday.
So just pass the dirty part of life quickly and back to my right track.

Thank you xx